Oh oh oh

okay, it's gonna be okay.

time will passes through and I'll soon forget all the pain.

just some days to wait yet I feel long at this way.

then I believe the fame,

that I earned so long will not treat me late.

later the sky turns orange for me as I trust my amazing fate.

In short,

Fuck! one more month to go! If I don't get what I deserved....

then Queens, welcome me ba....

信任的心

有時候眼淚會很不爭氣的滑落，都是在我覺得受到委屈的時候

當覺得沒有人可以幫我的時候，好像只有自己能單打獨鬥

但我其實只是想要一句鼓勵，卻好像諷刺般的潑我冷水

我感受不到信任。

也許是自己常常太逞強，覺得我什麼都可以

常常太自己為事，卻都在失敗中找回下次的成功

但我真的想證明自己，

我並沒有像那樣沒用。

我就是這樣的人阿，但卻仍常常感覺到心灰意冷。

這樣我真得受不了。

我承認我很常讓人討厭

對於你們，我認為因為可以放鬆

所以就鬆懈下來。

但，我真的需要放開一下子吧?

或許離開讀書一陣子，才能讓彼此的關係回溫。

或許，不了解我的難。

如果誠實一點，這麼反反覆覆的一再確定

這麼看重並且在乎結果

其實有大部分都是因為你們說過的話。

如果沒有人在乎我是否做得到

我可能也就很輕鬆的多為自己活一點

不會如此的在乎怎麼看我。

但是，我好累。

我已經好累好累了。

一而再再而三的，無底洞一般

好像沒有撥雲見日的一天. . . . . .

Once upon a time

can't believe that I have so many blogs... 4 in total I guess

well, recently I'm more active on Facebook n' Yahoo blog

n' I believe ppl use facebook more often than any now ...  or just the ppl in Van? LOL

anyways, don't know when will I come to Xanga again.. like half year after?

then I'll see if there is any change about me.. hahhaha = =+

偶然的看到你

是因為

溫哥華太小

太巧

但是

我躲起來了

(奸笑)

You will see !

Challenges are coming as waves,

and I can't  breath by the 1000 pounds of pressures.

I study and study and feel like I am a slave,

which working so hard for my own future.

As turning 19, one of my wishes is to get into a university.

I know I'll involve into a long fight

but as being an adult, this is my responsibility

to get my brain tight.

I give myself a goal to achieve,

which prepare for the afterwards.

I'll be patient and work for it until' the next birthday eve,

and believe later I'll receive 1000 rewards.

2008 開始!

• 大學
• 開車
• 自由
• 滑雪
• 新手機
• 打工
• 開心
• __________ (想到再寫)

2007過的很快

很多事情發生

蠻複雜得一年

人生中的轉淚點吧?

From 星星王子生命日記 by 星星王子